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This page is mostly for Sam to read, because I don't see her very much, and I don't always get to tell her everything I want to when I do get a chance, and I miss her lots and lots!!!! *big sad puppy eyes* So, I made this for you, Sam so that you can see what's going on every now and then!! ^__^

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UPDATES!!! TAH DAH!

Oct.9th/06
 
Woooow I haven't written here for a super oober long time!!!! Just wanted to say Hi!!! And that I LOVE SANJI!!! and that I LOVE YOOUUU I miss you SAM!

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July 10th/06
 
I AM VERY HAPPY Cassy is here!!!! I can't wait to see her and I am having a GREAT summer I hope you are too Sam!!! ^___^ I just thought I'd say that. Hee. Lookit! HoroHoro!!! ---

Actually, this is a chicken.
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But Horo likes chicken, so I guess this'll do!

I know you're not gone forever, only lost
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"...In my head."

You are SO cool, Reno
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"Yeah, I know."

July 1st/06
 
HAPPY CANADA DAY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANADA!!! HAPPY HAPPY!!!!! *throws stuff* I fell better...oh so better!!! I talked to Cassy and I feel better. I know Kim talked to you and I feel better! I miss you so so much Sam! I got a good report card and I went to Edmonton with Jenna and had lots and lots of fun so I'm feeling pretty good!!!! I'm still crazy about Reno and Cloud, and I found out that The new Legend of Zelda game, the Twilight Princess is coming out in fall and I'm very excited! I'm going to Thunder Bay in August, so I have to have as much fun at home in July as I can! HELLO POOPY BRAINS!!! FARTING COTTAGE CHEESE IS ENJOYABLE!!!! I feel random. ANYWAYS!!!!! Hello!

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June 20th/06
 
Sam?........Saaaaaam?...............I feel very very sad right now. And I'm feeling very sorry for myself. I feel very loney and forgotten. I left a lot of updated messages for you and you didn't say anything about them. I read yours and I am sorry how Sebastian cheated on you and I think he is a big dirty butt face, and I don't think you have bad people skills, I think you just need to allow yourself to, well, be yourself around new people, because if they don't like you for who you really are, then they have a stupid problem. I like you for who you are and I miss you a lot. I give you updates a lot too. Howcome I feel like you and Cassy forgot about me? I miss you guys so much and I try to get a hold of you but you guys are never online when I am or I'm not online when you are and I want to r p with you guys again cuz that was so fun but it got so big and I don't want to be involved now because it's so evil and complicated and there's no possible way I could catch up I don't even know people's names in it now! :' ( I don't really want to be in it anymore either because it's so....we don't.....I feel kind of like it's all controlled by one person now and it's not so much fun anymore. There's no funny left. And people's feelings get hurt. Like how somebody seems to have taken my bishie. That really hurt my feelings, even though I'm not in the game. I feel like I don't matter. I know you care about me and I care about you too but I'm feeling very small like a board hanging on the wall kind of. I want to play games with you and Cassy like before that are stupid and funny.  I don't want to give out any wrong ideas, and I don't want to point at anyone or hurt anyone. I just.....feel very lonely. Maybe you feel the same way. I've been wondering that for a while. Listen, I'm not blaming you or anybody else, I just want to get this sorted out. And I know that all this is obviously not intentional, so please don't feel like you have to do something about it. I just thought I'd let you know. And I'm curious to know if you feel the same way.
I also want to tell you about how obsessed I am with "Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children" right now, and how I can't choose between Cloud and Reno and how much I love them, but I'm worried that there's already a game with them and how they've been killed or raped or altered somehow. I want to share my interests, but not if it makes me feel bad inside.
I don't know what else to say.
I'm going to Edmonton with Jenna and her mom and brother this weekend. I'm very excited about that. (In case you don't remember her, she's my best buddy from karate) Her and I coordinated all the games for the karate picnic. It went really well and we put a lot of work into it. We were extremely proud of ourselves and we had a lot of fun.

I finished my english exam yesterday. I think  I did very good. I have my geography exam tomorrow morning. Then Mom is taking us to the ex.
Usually, I'd be very enthusiastic about this, but my feelings are a little sore right now. If you get this before I get a chance to talk to you or Cassy about this, please don't jump to conclusions that are bad because I don't want anybody else's feelings to be hurt. I just really miss playing with my friends. I think Kim feels like that too. I hope it all works out. Thanks for listening.

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May 22nd/06
 
Good morning, Starshine! The earth says...HELLO!!!! Today I'm making cookies with my mom! ^^ OOH OOH guess what??!!! I FINALLY GOT MY BLACK STRIPE IN KARATE!!!! NEXT YEAR I CAN GET MY JUNIOR BLACK BELT FINALLY!!!!!! AAHHHH GAAAWD I'M SUPER proud of myself!!! I was so afraid, but it was actually really easy!! I am very happy about that! ^__^ Jenna and I are organizing the games for the karate picnic, so if you have any ideas, let me know okay? Karate is finished for the summer for me and my brother. It's so sad. But I can still practice!!! ^^
OOH AND GUESS WHAT ELSE!!! Okay, I officially have 6 volumes of FMA, 2 volumes of Shaman King (My bro has #2 so I have 1 and 3), and I LOVE IT!!!!! I haven't read 6 of FMA or 2-3 of Shaman King yet so don't tell me what happens!  OMG and I got THE BESTEST MOST ADORABLE LITTLE FIGURINE OF ROY....AND HE'S A CHIBI AWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!! He's doing the thing he does when he gets called "useless" and it's SO CUTE GAAAHHH!!!!!!! ^^ And then I got this really cool self-assembling figurine of Al and Ed and it was really difficult to put together and there was no directions! And then I noticed the teensy tiny numbers that your supposed to match up on the piece and the place where it goes. I almost died of death when I figured that out after all the frusteration. Well, at least the first hour and a half of assembly was fun. ^_^ "
I have an announcement to make. SAM YOU WILL LIKE THIS ANNOUNCEMENT. Okay. I . Officially. Do not. Like. Sasuke!!!!! I'M IN LOVE WITH HAKASHI KILL ME SOMEBODY PLEASE!!!!! WHat? He's only 27, jeez!! ^_____________________^ I have to change my page so that it's updated. SASUKE IS FREEEEEEE You can have him I don't care. But he's still my werewolf guy! Hee....oh good times, eh Sam? LoL.
Well, now that I've said everything I need to....I must now leave. *climbs out the window*
 

May 7th/06
 
Okay!!! I sorry I haven't updated in a while, I've been busy! Even though I don't have much to talk about right now hee! That's okay! I went in my second ever karate tournament! It was all Isshin Ryu style, so all the judges knew what to look for. I helped volunteer at the canteen and stuff, and I got a free donut and powerade for my help! YAY! So, first up, was the weapons katas. Katas are forms, by the way, a sequence of techniques put together like a performance of a fight. Some people would think they are pointless and just moves thrown together, but it takes a lot of effort. I made my own kata once, I forget it now, but all the application (Bunki) was tough. Every move makes sense, and I think katas are beautiful if you can perform them as if you are actually fighting. Anyways! I tied for third...and then messed up the second time and got fourth place yay! They still gave me a bronze medal though. I don't know what that was about. I like it though! Second...was open hand kata. My favourite! I did my best one, called Kusanku, and tied for first. I won gold there. I was surprised because the man I tied with from our own club...well, he's pretty amazing. I was proud! ^__^ So then...My Sensei talked me into trying sparring. I hate sparring. I'm not confident with it because I barely practiced it until I moved to this current club, and I was petrified when it was my turn. The people I was against were all boys, and they were talking as if they knew everything and they could beat anybody. I felt all alone because I was the only person I knew in that division, and I was getting intimidated just by listening to their conversation. However, I was the most polite one there, and I always wished everyone good luck and was a really good sport. RULE: NO CONTACT WHATSOEVER. But after the first kid kicked my hard in the chest I had an anxiety attack from my fear and I couldn't breathe. I thought they'd call contact on that. He did it lots more times, and I don't know what was wrong with me but I didn't block any. In my second fight I hit my opponent lots of times. I didn't blow him in the stomach like I got. I was doing it properly. But they didn't call any of the punches I got in, and he got all these points and I didn't even know he was hitting me. Apparantly, according to someone else, he kept hitting me on the back. He was tall. That sucked. I came in last (4th place). I still couldn't breath after the fights. I didn't want to say anything durring though, because people were counting on me to stick with it and I didn't want to let them down. I could NOT breathe for a bit there, and Mom made me take my inhaler, which I hate with a fiery passion. I felt really ashamed, but I can't go back and change it. And I'm also really proud about my Gold winning kata. I feel great about that. I learned a lesson, and I've got to take what I got out of it (good and bad) and learn for next time! ^^
OOH OOH I got a Shaman King manga!!!! I AM SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT!!! I LOVE Shaman KIng and I LOVE HORO HORO!!!! GO TREY!!! I want to buy some more.
WATCH THE MOVIE HOODWINKED IT'S HILARIOUS!!!!! THE BEST PART IS KEITH. WATCH OUT FOR KEITH, HAHAH.
 

April 22nd/06
 
Yesterday I performed in the Stand Up Comedy night. I DID IT!! AND I DID IT PRETTY GOOD TOO!!!! I am SO happy about that SO happy I'm just VERY happy! I didn't think I could pull it off! About a week ago I was so freaked out about it that I would've loved to back out and not do it. Yesterday morning I was actually feeling excited! REALLY nervous, but excited! I was afraid that I would forget what I was supposed to say and mess up...but I didn't! I brought my book out on stage with me just in case, but I didn't need it in the end. Also, I really REALLy didn't care whether people would laugh or not. I just cared that I didn't mess up. And I didn't! AND people laughed at me too! I feel really good about it, and I'll probably get involved with it next year too! ^___^ I couldn't have done it without the psychotic amount of help from my teacher though. Mr. Bennett saved my life!
Oh, I'd also like to ask about...anime episodes. I'd REALLY like to watch the english version of Shaman King. I can't find it online anywhere, and I don't know where to buy it. I don't trust buying the dvds off the internet because it may turn out to be in Japanese and I only really find out once I get it. I know I'll somehow be able to find the right episodes of Fullmetal Alchemist, because it's way more popular, but I'd still really like to find Shaman King. If anyone knows about this, please write it in the guestbook!!! It would be extremely super dee duperly appreciated!!! Thank you!!! SO SOSOSO much!! And if you know, Sam, you can just tell me hee hee!! ^^ Talk to you soon luv you byeee!!
 

April 20th/06
 
This has been a very super stressy outy week for me. April 17th to April 21st is the Fringe Festival week at school. I've been practicing for our "Monty Python" performance, which took place on Tuesday, and that turned out pretty good. Our student director is a real big rude dork meanie though. I don't have to talk to him anymore. ^_^ I sure am glad! Tomorrow is Stand Up Comedy night, and I'm doing that too. I am really super nervous! It's the first time I've ever tried to pull off anything like this, and I'll be glad when all the stressy outing is over! Today is Thursday. I got my report card today. I am really upset, because I only got 79% in Gym, and the teachers say that you get most of your marks from participation and trying hard, not so much with skill. Okay, I absolutely SUCK at sports and things, but I try so hard that I almost die all the time. I just don't get it. AND I got only 81 freaking % in English. That is my BEST CLASS!!! I got worse in my best class, English, than I did, struggling to the death, in my worst class, which was Math. (I got only 83% in Math.)....Some people may go "Holy crap what is your problem you are too hard on yourself" but I don't care. I'm upset about that. Poop. Buttsauce. Fartcake. Okay, I am done! ^_^ I have to go have a shower right away, so I'll end my venting here for now. I'm going to add some new pictures and stories soon I hope! I haven't made much progress on this page! Sorrryyyyy! I'll update again soon Sam! ^^
 

April 14th/06
 
I am frusterated!! Does ANYONE know how to make or find anime sprites? I want to make anime doll thingies or whatever they're called, so I can put them here! I have absolutely NO idea how! If anyone knows how, leave a message in the guestbook, pleeeeeaaaasseeee, I would really appreciate it, it would be a HUGE help!!! Thanks!!! ^_^
 

April 12th/06
 
Hey, my first info thingie! I think I'll try it out by talking a bit about DISNEYWORLD!!! I'm back, and I had the most amazing time! We saw MGM Studios, Magic Kingdom, Epcot, Blizzard Beach, Downtown Disney, Typhoon Lagoon, and Animal Kingdom, ALL in 6 days!!! My favourite ride was called the "Rockn' Roller Coaster: Starring Aerosmith"!! It was absolutely amazingly funly GREAT!!! It would take forEVER to explain the entire trip, but it was a once in a lifetime experience, that I loved to death!! I bought some really cool stuff, and I saw some REALLY COOL things!! We did a lot of rides and cool shows.
After Disney, Grandma and Grandpa came and picked us up at our hotel, and brought us back to their rented house in Naples, Florida, where we spent 4 days lying on the beach and shopping. It was lot's of fun, and we got a chance to relax in Naples as well.
I'm really glad I got to do this!!! EEEEEE!!!! ^____^
 

April 12th/06
 
I LOVE FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST!!! I know this is kind of a Yugioh site, but I discovered it from Cassy and I LOVE IT!! I have volumes 1-4, my ultimate favourite character is Colonol Roy Mustang, the Flame Alchemist, because I love him!! ^^ It's a really cool series. I'm writing a character story now, all about myself in Fullmetal Alchemist, and how I came to be a State Alchemist by the nickname of "Darksky Alchemist". I also made some comics with the characters of some mental images I had in DisneyWorld, and I like them a lot. ^__^

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All my creatively humorous made up dumb things can be seen by clicking any of the below links!! ^_____^

The Darksky Alchemist's quizzes

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Amanda's Art Page

Site Updates
 
July 1st/06
 
GUESS WHAT!!!????  I made a "Who what where when why game" Quiz! AND the printer got better! I'm going to post my pictures as soon as I don't feel lazy! YEAH!!!!!
 
June 20th/06
 
I made another quiz. It's a Naruto one and I like it. Check it out okay? It's pretty funny.
 
May 22nd/06
 
Jen and I are working on a Harvest Moon sort of like story. It's called "Harvest Moon: It's a ridiculous Life" and we both really like it! It's making good progress, but I can't garuntee any new stuff soon. Stories take a "ridiculously" long time for me to write, especially when I have about four on the go. HEY! I just remembered! I did a very short Naruto character story I could type and post! It's very vague though, and you have to have a general idea of the beginning of the Naruto series to understand the mysterious way in which it's written. So I'll get to work on typing it soon, and there'll finally be something new YAY!!!! I'm so sorry that it takes so long...
 
May 7th/06
 
I am very sorry that there haven't been any cool stuff on here lately, besides my one quiz. I've got two Fullmetal Alchemist stories on the go (Amestris Idol, The Sun is only Hidden by a Dark Cloud), and I've got a bunch of drawings I'd like to put up, but the scanner is broken. I'm working on it! Stay tuned!
 
April 14th/06
 
I've added one more thing, which is a little section, right above this column, where you can link to all my created quizzes, stories, art, etc. The only finished thing up there right now is a quiz that I made on "memegen.com", called "How would Fullmetal Alchemist characters react if you...", and I think it's pretty funny, personally. I'll add more soon, you can check any new things by clicking up on it, if you want to! ^^ Enjoy very much! I like happy people YAAAYYY!!!!!
 
April 12th/06
 
     I made some changes on "Amanda's Page", a little on "Ananda's Page", and I also finished "Hikaru's Page". I also made up this page! ^^ I added a few links on the "Link's Page", too.
     I've been thinking of adding some art of my own on the "Fanart Page", but I don't know how to get the pictures to go into the picture gallery. They're scans, so they should work. I'll try them again, just in case. I've also been thinking of adding a couple of Fullmetal Alchemist Fanfictions of my own, but neither have been finished yet! I'm hoping to get them done soon! (Stay tuned for "Amestris Idol", and the character story of my place in Fullmetal Alchemist!)
 

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